"im a crackhead drunk loser, you dont want me ..goodbye"..
When someone tells you something like this it is best to just go ahead and believe them.
I wish the most wonderful guy I had ever met in my life had told me this 12 years ago instead of finding out the hard way that I was going to end up in the worst place imaginable...run girl run.
I know you don't want to but believe me you do not want to go the hell where he will take you. RUN girl please....
Listen sexual abuse does not make someone be a crack addict but, any excuse to use will do ya know...
If the dealers who are coming to him were gone he would find someone else believe me. Don't believe he is not having sex with someone else either...