Wow M,
Thanks for the post. This is an interesting thread. Personally when I ask why now, the little devil on my should can give me a million reasons to take that drink. Since reading your post I have decided that when the little devil gives me an excuse to drink, I gonna ask him "Why?" The little voice will say drink because of:
Company coming...I'll say why should I.
Funeral...Why?
Celebration...Why?
Why should I disrespect all that sober time and give in to one drink.
Mac this post really made me think real hard about the deep reason why I would drink. Thanks for opening my eyes. You rock.