klo

I've learned a whole lot from my sponsor but I've come to realize I can not say that I want what she has.

My grandsponsor is amazing and more like who I'd like to become. She's been where I'd like to be in my recovery.

My sponsor is going through a rough time and has become pretty unavailable, too, but the bottom line is that I'd be doing myself a great disservice if I don't switch.

I feel guilty and dont know how to go about the process of moving. Feels like cheating on her. What are the politics of this? How can I proceed?

Thanks.