Originally Posted by
jowinbo 
i do not know how to get back on tract? i have drank for so many years, geez, what do i do? thank you for aqll you heip!!!!!sorry i feel like i do not deserve heip, as long as i continue to drink, i choose ti be heipless i do not even kniiw what ti di
sorry
Oh Darlin'....:ghug3
You are not in a place where I or the rest of us haven't been! As long as we're in the bottle, everything seems helpless and hopeless!!! That IS the lie of this dis-ease!
YOU do deserve help, but moreover,
YOU DESERVE SOBRIETY AND A GOOD LIFE! You may not believe it, but I believe it FOR YOU! You are so deserving and are loved! :ghug3
Put down the drink and reach out to all of us sober tomorrow, K? Nothing will get any better DRUNK! Hit your knees, crawl into bed and come see me/us when you wake up and we'll help ya see through another pair of glasses, K? Please don't "pick up" before then because it's a downward spiral you could quickly go down and I know you don't want that!
My prayers are right there from my lips to God's ears for you right now, J!
:praying Hang in there and don't give up the fight tomorrow!