You need to make more friends in Your area, that are in recovery... and close(ish) to your age group!! I have lots of fun in Recovery!! I also have Lots of friends, in Recovery!! I know Lots of Younger People, in Recovery, that have an absolute Blast, in Recovery!!
And... (This is Purely My "Trucker-Logic Thoughts")... If getting loaded, was so fun... Then why did You end up, on this Site??
Don't ever forget, just How bad, the really bad times, in Active Addiction Were!!
'Cuz... Getting Loaded, Really Sucked, for Me... That is Why I'm Here, and That is Why, I go to So Many N.A. Meetings!!, If it was fun... I would not have quit!!