My vote for 'something drastic' is finding and attending what is commonly referred to as 'a meeting', one attended primarily by what are often called 'recovering addicts and/or alcoholics', where they perform a unique and wondrous ritual known as 'supporting one another in achieving and maintaining their collective sobriety'.
And I'm sorry, but my vote is deciding, and wholly binding.
Get your bubblegum candy@ss to a friggin meeting before you wind up on the friggin coroners report, Miss "I'm 18 years old, and I've overdosed eight times already".
Not even cats get more than nine lives, sister.
You want your life to get better? Stay clean, and work a recovery program!
You want it to continue to be boring and/or sucky and/or cut dramatically short? Then don't take my suggestions in the line above.
It's that simple, really ...