Remember that you have two daughters that need their mother. Although it may not feel like it now, your son has other resources except for you. Let him figure it out. He is a big boy. When we stop the crises from happening, when we fix things for them, we are taking away the opportunity for them to find the answers themselves. Addicts will let people take responsibility for them because it makes it easier for them to stay in denial and continue to use. Don't be that barrier between your son and his consequences. Your worrying yourself into a major health crisis will not stop him. Hugs, Marle