Are you sure your name is not Maggiemac because your post sounds a lot like me. I found this site to late my son died of overdose. Be glad if he doesn't want to go to rehab he will go to jail at least he will be alive and maybe even wake him up to just stop the drugs. Keep coming here and reading the people here know everything about addiction, jail, tough love, letting go. We mothers just love to much and their are times we have to think about our selves getting through all this. Never in my wildest dream did I ever think my child would bring me so much pain. I will pray for you and your son. Keep posting and reading you are not alone we have all been through it.
Maggiemac