really feel like using..
im just in it right now.
everything feels so blah.
i dont have anyone to chill with tonight and i'm literally going nuts. i just want to get messed up. life sober sucks, its soooo boring. maybe its just my life sober sucks. i've been feeling this way for a while now. i'm really considering something drastic, i just dont know what that something drastic is just yet. i have a feeling i'll know when i find it.