Thanks Impurrfect. I left the note this morning. I'm so nervous right now! I told him that nothing has changed and that I do still believe that he is abusing his medications (which I never said that I didn't feel that way). And that I can't think about the future when I have so many fears right now. I told him that I don't believe that someone can go from being completely out of control with their meds to be completely in control without help.
As sure as I am that I'm right... I still have this underlying doubt. You know, that maybe he CAN do it on his own. Just because it was out of control at one time, doesn't mean that it will get like that again. With everything I've read here, I feel like I should know better. But he is just so convincing! And I've SEEN it. I've heard the lies come out of his mouth and I still question it. I have to stay strong for tonight. Need to come up with my one sentence.