Welcome to the SR family Solice!
I tried many times to stop drinking, and struggled with following through. I had good intentions (heart), but always justified another drink or rewarding myself with a drink after skipping alcohol for a period of time (head). Now I have my head and heart on the same page.
This post on SR under Alcoholism helped me:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...influence.html
Post and read as much as you need. We are here to support you.