Well, after downing a bottle of wine on my original day 1, Thursday, I made day one yesterday. But boy, am I feeling bad today. I've having a really bad withdrawl this time around. Although I had a good night's sleep last night I have woken up this morning with all manner of bad feelings. I have blurred vision, nausea, physical weakness, pains in my fingers, serious dizziness, faigue, chronic yawning and the repeated desire to go to the toilet. Worst of all I've come into work (quite simply I cannot risk not doing so any more). I'm desperate to go for a drink but know I have to try and ride it out.
God, I don't know if I can do it. I so badly want to cry.
