:Thanks for being here.
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by the Grace of God and the fellowship of my friends and family.....include yourselves here....Cause not a day goes by that I don't think about and pray for ya's..
Anyhow, I really need to get this out and this is one of the safest places I can think of to share my pain, my grief, my losses,my tears.
I know i'll never be judged here. I know there so many here like me still suffering from the pain Addiction causes.
When I got here at my friends house I had one of the most painful awakenenigs. I realized that for about the passed 2 years or so
I distracted myself so much with trying to hold onto everything, keep it together, keep strong, keep busy, keep this keep that, blah, blah, blah....
When most of the distractions were gone.....I realized I never truly grieved what I had lost.
The one person who's never left me, never stopped loving me (even though I was sure angry at Him) was the one I realized I was missing the most....My Higher Power.
Then Damn if I didn't realized how much I still loved my AH too!
...Too be continued.....I'm sorrry I got to get to bed.
Warmest hugs,
Thanks so much for always being here.
I promise to be back soon meanwhile let me know how ya's are ok?
Unique