I sure feel like a total bonehead.
I'm grateful to all of you for caring enough to show me that I should care more for myself. Who else do we have, at the end of the day? So I'm starting fresh again today. Quitters never win, so I'm not going to quit trying to find a way to change myself and my life, and to learn to live sober. So, today's a new day, and I'm back at the starting gate. Thus far this morning, I haven't had a drink, and that's a pretty good start.