You might remember ...in another thread of yours I shared about
changes. The hardest for me in early sobriety was to give up
bars and my friends....who also drank excessively.
As I too was divorced...all my socializing was centered on bars.
Not only did I drink in bars/lounges/clubs and hotels
I worked in them for years and loved the ambience/lifestyle.
If I was to live sober....and I desperately wanted to
all that had to change. Took me 4 years to finally quit.
4 days? Heck...I was only weakly crawling out of my de tox.
You were ahead of me on that!
I do hope you returne and make a fresh start.