Hey Firestorm,
I would never tell you if you're ready or not-only you can know that. I think you're being pretty hard on yourself though-4 days?That's not long.
Withdrawal-especially initially?Isn't fun and I felt like crap for about two weeks before I started to feel more 'normal' again.People weren't lying to you when they said hang in there-it gets better.It does.But you have to remember-it took us years of drinking sometimes to get here-so it's not going to be fixed overnight.(or in 4 days)
You can do this though and we will support you.But yes-it's tough.I can't tell you it's anything else.But the physical symptoms go away after a while.Then we have all the other stuff to deal with!
Check out the stickies here at the top of the page though-'Withdrawing-what to expect' it might give you a bit more insight into what it's like in the first few days/weeks.Here's the link....
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
You don't have to live like this anymore.You can change.Don't give up hope.
Jules.