Thanks guys.
I'm having one of those days, those emotional ones where you get all caught up in remembering the person when they were better. I keep thinking about her when she was a little girl with a self-esteem and a sense of humour and a brain that functioned.
I'm idealizing the past, of course, because she always had problems. But she used to be so much more
reachable. I wish there was some way I could reach her.
I'm trying hard to give it up to HP with sincerity... but part of me is still struggling with that.
I'm working on it.
But today has been one of those days.