Re: About to give up, need help!
I agree with Chy, your child is the most important consideration. There aren't any easy answers, but I think if I were in your position, I'd quit my night job, and get a day job and use a good day care center. I'm aware of how expensive they are, but nothing is more important than the well being of our children. If you don't have to worry about your child anymore, then you can concentrate on what you need to do for yourself and for your child. Just a suggestion. I also found great comfort and supportative people on this website, so keep coming back!