Every single idea that i could drink with ANY element of control had to be smashed....
And boy did i waste time...........trying to drink with any control.
I changed.......drinks.....days i drank.....bars......drinking buddys......
Doctors(because he thought i had a drinking problem)......partners.
I even change country's for a while....spain....germany....italy........
And guess what..... i still drank like an alcoholic...
I lived on the streets for a couple of years......and after getting sober for a few months STILL thought ....."just maybe a quick look"
I cant drink like normal drinkers..period.....
So if anyone of you thinks about going for "one" today....
Dont bother.....ive done the research for you.........and its just the same.
Jails... institutions and.. death....thats all that left for me..........trucker