Re: tormented thougts
Dear friends
supporting him means denying myself.....no and yes....I could have found away to go out with the girls....they were going to a Bar..a well known singles Bar.....drinking....ext. At this time of my vulnerability I know for me it probably wouldn't be a good Idea...Iam affraid I'll get myself in trouble....I have been having a hard time with am I single or am I married.....up until now. We have decided to reconcle and work towards that....
So either Iam single or I'm married.....and going out drinking with the single girls wouldn't be a healthy move for me right now....
although you are right I can still go out....with the girls another time....something fun that doesn't involve drinking....Dinner, Movie....ext....Iam just trying to do keep myself doing healthy things in my life. Because I do feel messed up and that fog is still lurking around my mind. I need time to keep my mind clear...and Healthy is my salvation.