Louis..... welcome back!
"Cunning, baffling & powerful"!!!!!.... that's alcohol! You haven't "wasted" anything! No one can take away the 3 wks of sobriety you had! This is a minute by minute dis-ease! Each minute, hour, day or week we have is HUGE! Alcoholics drink to get drunk, period. That's what we do and when we can put a few minutes together and NOT get toasted, that's a victory my friend! Glad you're here! I need ya!:ghug3