Hi Alone and confused,
I hope that your mom gets the help she needs. It must be very difficult for you having both parents alcoholics. My husband is a recovering alcoholic and I have an incurable illness and I know that this has hurt our daughters very much. Your parents are very lucky to have a daughter that cares so much for them. Do what you can to take good care of yourself, put your parents in Gods hands and hopefully things will look up for your family in the New Year