Stone, I can't see my doctor, or my shrink, cause I haven't any money for an appt. will have to make do with my (free) addictions counselor, tho she's not an md. i'm on meds for depression anxiety and bipolar and they're not helping right now. i'm trying to see the good in my life, tho it's hard to see anything good right now. it's so hard to see anything good when i'm surrounded by bad. i am trying but it's so hard. i'm in a dark room with no windows or doors and i can't get out. i will tell my counselor this week but feel so desperate and alone and afraid.
i'm not hungry and have no desire to eat. am just tired, so tired.