Hey,
I remember when you first started this thread and I simply didn't know what to say to you.I'd never heard of this addiction before but I looked it up.You are not alone, there are others out there with this addiction too, but sweetie-you so need to get some help okay? And soon.
I googled the ingredients in 'comet' and frankly I'm amazed you're still alive.Ammonia, phosphate, bleach?This is going to destroy your insides real fast-if not already.
The fact you're keeping this by your bed at night?Oh....I'm an alcoholic and understand the need-but truly-this is way more potent than my half bottle of wine I used to have.Not that it matters.I'm just REALLY disturbed by what you're ingesting.You cannot keep doing this.You will die.
Please get help.You need to tell your doctor.Seriously.This could kill you any time soon.
Sending you some love and hugs here,
Julesxox