Makes perfect sense
When we make others the focus of our lives we lose sight of ourselves. We spend/spent so much time and energy worrying about what he/she is doing or not doing that there is little left over for us. I'm happy to hear you are venturing out more and finding yourself again. That you are taking things easy - living in the moment - I think is a healthy way to work towards a better future for you. I'm trying to do the same and finding out about what kind of people I want to be around. Hugs~