hang in there kevin...stay in the now...you can only do what you can do and what will be will be...that is something i work on everyday! after 2 yrs sober i am still dealing with the financial fall out of my drinking days...probably going to end up being sued by the credit card companies i owe so much money to and can't pay but you know what...can't get blood from a stone and i know drinking is definitely not going to make the situation better! so i try to keep it in the day and do what i can today..which some days is just stay sober and do nothing else! try to get that rat on the wheel in your head to slow down...go for a walk, watch a little tv...whatever you need to do. i feel for ya and i'm glad you're here and posting! Big hugs..you can do this!! Lisa
