Thank you Dreamer! I had a first date last night and it was fun but I don't think he was interested. SOmetimes I think I only attract addicts! LOL So today I am back to obsessing about my ex and have to wonder just how drunk he will get watching the super bowl. UGHH Of course there is that unhealthy part of me that is hoping he will call me too- WHY????
I am going to try very hard not to watch his house today to see what he is doing, which is so hard for me, but I hate it and will try very hard just to stay inside and focus on me today!