Wow am I sure glad I joined this site! Just knowing that people understand makes it so much better! My friends have a hard time understanding, but they try. I HATE when people say, you have to let him go. That is like speaking a foreign language to me. Yes the hardest part is seeing him and his comings and goings everyday. That really makes it hard. I can just tell by how he has parked his car in the driveway whether he is happy or in a bad place. It is weird, but I know. He never turns lights on in his house and I know he is in there drinking alone.
But I am stronger and desereve better and I have to keep telling myself that everyday!
Thank you for weathering the storm with me!
Still Hopeful!