Well
Thank you all for your support. I just went to sleep after the beer. I don't have anymore alcohol in the house. Thats what works best for me. Outta site outta mind...
Today I woke up with that nasty thirsty feeling and really depressed. I slept most of the day. Yes,,,,day one again, but at least I found this site and can communicate with others who understand me and have been through or are still living in this hell.