I have spent the last 3 weeks crying at everything.....don't let that happen to you. Lifetime can be very depressing.....perfect romance, perfect ending.....it always works out. Not in real life.
Do you remember my first post? I lost everything.......I am 47 and trying to sober up after 30 years. I am single and must do it all myself, that makes it harder. Remember that there are millions with the same issues. Try to take the focus off yourself. Force yourself to do something, take a baby step. Mine today (by the way I have bedhead still and it is 1pm!) is to go get some copies for my Superbowl pool and a sympathy card for a friend.....just do something small...........it may go a long way. Get yourself out of solitary confinement my friend.
