Old 01-25-2009, 07:24 AM
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flutter
Thriving sober since 12/18/08
 
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I don't have alcohol in the house. Even if I didn't drink it, I'd think about the alcohol, I'd think about 'what if'..'just a little'..'just a shot', and the obsession continues. While I understand the whole "I'll keep it here, not drink it, to prove I dont want to". I WANT to, I don't need to prove anything to anyone. I don't play those kind of games with myself, I do not flirt with this addiction. I'd say pour it out, give it away, pronto. I was SO relieved when I emptied my house, it has to be my safe place, nowhere else is.
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