Week 3!
Hi Guys!
So, the last time I came here (which was also the first time I posted here) I was in a really bad place. I was trashed and high and don't even remember what it was I wrote - to be honest I am far to MORTIFIED to even read it haha!! What's even more terrifying is that I couldn't delete what I wrote the next day when I woke up in a cold sweat, freaking out about what kinds of embarassing things I might have said!!
I suppose though, not being able to delete it means that when I am tempted to go out and drink again i'll be able to read it and remember exactly why I shouldn't!!!!
Anyhow, it's now been more than two weeks since i've gotten drunk or touched any drugs. I'd say I haven't drank at all, except I had a glass of wine with the old man late into the first week of sobriety....the good thing though was that I was able to stop myself from having a second. I suppose that's progress.
Things are already getting clearer for me - like a fog has been lifted from my head. And I don't miss those hangovers one little bit. Not one.
I'll tell you though, I sure am getting my moneys worth out of my coffee maker - the damn thing is working 24/7 these days haha!
I suppose the trick now is going to be finding something other than drinking to do on the weekends and when I go out. I've been doing it for so long I don't even know what else there is to do!