trish i know you really cant stand that you smoke and dont lke the addiction and everything but to be perfectly honest, I think smoking probably helps ease your mind and keeps you off the hard . And in all reality if it was me, and I needed the crutch of smoking to keep me off hard I would be MORE than fine with that.
Its just been my experience when I talk with people who try and quit both their DOC and cigs at the same time they usually end up relapsing more than the people who just quit their DOC and don't worry about the cig addiction until much later. Some of them have also told me having the ability to smoke those cigs have helped ease cravings for DOC and been somewhat of a support for them.
Conquer the dragon(crack) breathing down your neck first girl, you can worry about the little annoying fly(Cigs) later down the road.
~~ scott
btw , congrats on getting through paydays without fiending to much or acting on those cravings, that is H U G E ! good work