ah sparkey (hug) yeap the very thing to make me think that maybe i should drink. Don't forget it ok to be human and if the emotions come out a little raw to others thats ok...and forgive those around you if they come off a little hard or crazy too.....just a tough time for everyone.
My father died while i was in detox several years ago....getting to be with him was something my actions of drinking took away from me. I was fortunate that we had made our peace years before and had had time to say goodbye in the 6 weeks before his death.
Just hang in there, and come hre and vent and talk all you need...private messages aer always welcome if you feel uncomfortable on the threads and chat room is an option for more interactive communications (hug)
twice when i was really tempted cause of emotions i couldn't deal with, i came to sr before i took a drink (or bought a bottle for that matter) and was able to sort out and express my emotions before they got so big i couldn't handle it.
The tools are here if you can get yourself to use them (hug)
