hi im climbininmaine and I am a addict and an alcoholic...
sooooo this morning started off great....its snowing like a ******* but I went to an 8:30 meeting and then a 10 am meeting... I feel so safe at my meetings. It just sucks when I leave I get back in my own head and start feeling anxious and paranoid and insecure......I know it is not easy but come on now when is this madness going to end....
I still find myself talking to slippery people and going to slippery places.
I dont know where im going with this but I just need to keep myself in check and right now this is how im doing it....
so for today im not gonna drink....and im not gonna drug
thanks