Welcome KickTheVine-Glad that you found us! SR is filled with a lot of support-Please check out the other forums as well and the stickies at the top of the forums which are filled with a wealth of information!
Seeking out help to "Kick the Vine" and finding us is a HUGE step-
Possibly finding an AA meeting in your area would also be another step?
I do know Sarasota area very well as I have family there so if you need
any information you can PM me.
Glad that you are here and are ready for recovery!