Originally Posted by
climbinInMaine 
thank you guys soo much. All the positive feedback and enouragement is great. The only thing I have such a hard time dealing with is the fact that ive been in recovery for 77 days and here I am at first base again.
with that aside I feel so great knowing im not alone and that I can go somewhere for help even when I cant get to a meeting right that second.
:ghug
Dear, I threw 4 years out the window when I relapsed. That was humiliation beyond description. You just keep hanging in there, and shave it down to 5 minutes at a time if you need to! :ghug :ghug