CIM,
The hell we put ourselves through you'd think we'd learn!!! We can eventually though!! This last binge was almost a month of literally drinking around the clock. I've had 4 hrs sleep in the last 5 days and am detoxing now --- extremely sick of body, mind and spirit.
I understand your depression!!! Keep getting those feelings out because I (we) understand and relate totally! Hang in there! What's your MO today with using or not using???
Hugs, Nicki :ghug3