Thanks! Unfortunately, if there is one single thing I know for sure is that my husband will NEVER let me go with the children who have australian citizenship.
I suppose, I am just feeling very sad right now because my mum has been visiting us for a month and will go back on tuesday and I got to taste the luxury of having another responsible adult in the house, that I can rely on and who truly loves me....
The prospect of doing it all by myself again is rather daunting....