Good to see you seemethrough
I posted today about that very topic. I was having an affair with the bottle big time. He looks good, smells familiar and comforting, he makes me feel good for a while but then....... He LIES. He makes me feel like he loves me but then he beats me up on the inside. He doesn't care that he makes me lose work and he takes my money and leaves me broke. He doesn't care if he leaves me lonely and desparate. I would do anything for him but...
he just makes me sick because the more I want him the more he screws me over. Yeah it is like that. Keep that analogy/thought.
He's a cheatin liar and you deserve better :ghug3