I'm glad that you've found some meetings that are more agreeable to you.
I don't share often unless it's a small bit of experience, but always in a secular way. Of course, HP themes abound during meetings, which is fine as that's the way the program is written. I don't share my personal beliefs in meetings as they aren't relevant to what's transpiring in the group. However, of all the people I've chatted with either before or afterwards, there's never been a mention of beliefs, HP, etc., for the most part.
Do you have a sponsor and/or working the steps? I don't and haven't. Not sure if I will or not. I think Ananda and SelfSeeking are the only ones here that are doing that, unless Paul is doing them on the side without telling us.
Yep, I don't think anyone wants to return to what our lives were like under the influence.
Good to hear from you again.
Hugs,
Donna