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I still ended up to be a very heavy drinker, drinking some mornings, every day, to black out occasionally. Pills, lots of pills.
This addiction thing spares nobody. It robs us of our gratitude. Which it did with me.
Oh yea - this is supposed to be a positivity thread... I like what least said, I am completely responsible for my actions and reactions... that's a good one.
Since I am already posting again, I'll add... I feel more continuous, what is or was on my mind, whatever I am working through, it doesn't get chopped up by nights of heavy drinking or pills. I get through it now, instead of running from it.... some kind of resolution happens, even if it ends up letting go to let God...
Sorry to double post on your thread so soon...
Mark