Originally Posted by
Cubile75 
I sometimes have vivid dreams about picking up - I mean, like it's really happening, taste, smell, feeling.
And I expected that when I first started this journey, that I would have vivid dreams about drinking, maybe even similar dreams about cigarettes but I never imagined that my first "pick up" dream would feature crack cocaine behind the house I grew up in. Of course it's fair to say that house was the location of a great deal of childhood trauma, and unresolved issues.