Hi Cherry! Welcome!!!
I know that you said that you do not like AA but I just have to share for me that my life began to change when I started working the steps of AA, not when I quit drinking. To be honest, if all that had changed was my state of sobriety, I would be miserable. I need recovery. Drinking is but a symptom for me. My real problem is my thinking.
Have you thought about other programs of recovery if you do not like AA? There is lots of information here on other programs. Best of luck to you!!!