Thanks loads for your reply onecent. It has helped remind me that i want to stay sober and why i worked so hard in the first place. The 10 years of drinking were insane, i get what you mean. Many regrets. You have made me start thinking about why i quit in the beginning. Thanks :-) I remember also, that when i have been sober in the past, i started off with one or two drinks and it went the same way you described.
Thanks for taking the time to reply. Hope you get on well with your sobriety
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