rose,
I love that, amid the chaos and the uncertainty of your life, you a) still make time for recovery, and b) still see the beauty and kindness that surrounds us, mixed in with all the rest.
Sending you my best - I too love an alcoholic but currently it is my brother, and the good things about him are many, many, many. Package deal though, as TC says....we will all get through this together.
:ghug3