Thank-You for your kind words of wisdom GiveLove!!! This is my time to focus on me and what I need.
I didn't understand what a huge step I took when I admitted to him that I made a mistake in taking him back. I am so fortunate to have found this website because all of you understand what I'm going through.
I do have a counselor and go to Alanon meetings, this has been a great tool for me to grow stronger each day.