Hello inahaze
I've been thinking about this day and how tomorrow EVERYTHING will be "last year".
Let's just try to focus in the present moment and in the near future.
I think there is a lot of pressure in "being happy" and "living the dream" and a lot of that, well since a few weeks I thought "OK people, I am deeply unhappy, sad, frustrated, angry" and I am trying to allow myself to feel these and accept them as part of my experience
Happiness may not be a destination, I am learning happiness is more like going with the flow, trying to be at peace with the past, accepting the variety of feelings involved in being a human and making mistakes and hurting others and letting yourself be hurt...
I wish you all the best for the next year.