Maggie,
My thoughts and prayers are with you -
I was wondering if you ever looked into some reading material that I suggested to you....
The author is Elizabeth Kubler-Ross.
You could even read 'some' limited content about her work online- just google her name and a ton would come up.
She is amazeing- I hope when I finish school that I will be able to give back to people even an 1/8th of what this woman did in her life (dealing with death and dyeing).
I prefer to refer her to you- as she knows (after dedicateing her life work to helping familys deal with loss- and terminally ill patients deal with death) what to say, how to say it, and it will really hit home with you.
I hope you can pick up some books, maybe even at your local library. She has books specifically on looseing a child- and one of my all time favorites (which would be useful to everyone here) is called 'life's lessons'.
Let me know if you have.....
I am saddened when I read your posts- the pain you are in is unimaginable to me.
Love and hope and peace to you Maggie,
Cessy