(((Des)))
I understand....
I used the word liberating because it explained so much of the pain I had been experiencing all my life and why I acted and reacted in my interpersonal relationships as I did and why I chose to numb myself and get lost in addiction for a time...still had a ton of work to do but at least I knew who the enemy/monster was
I 'hope' you continue to post here and share what you feel comfortable with as you explore this new information you have been given...
hang in there..:ghug3, Grateful